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    Saturday, December 5th, 2009
    chara_la_writer
    9:16p
    I'm sorry.
    But I can't seem to bring myself to tell anyone
    about it.
    Thursday, December 3rd, 2009
    figgisongwriter
    7:58p
    i don't like doing this but i have to write something.
    i can't write it in my journal because my hands keep cramping up i'm writing so much.
    i just...i need to talk about this. with you.
    i need to not do it in person.
    i'll feel like a fool inperson.
    but i won't see you until we talk.
    not see you like that anyway.
    i just...can't.
    there's reasons.
    but overall it comes down to me not wanting to.
    something you should understand.
    at least, you used to.
    i don't know what it'll lead to.
    but i can't keep pushing it off like i have been.
    it's getting me no where.
    it's just making it that much worse everytime.
    i'm not doing it to be mean.
    we talked about it before and i just...
    i don't see where you could have forgotten it.
    it was a very meaningful conversation.
    i remember exactly where we we.
    when it was.
    how it all happened.
    how shocked you were at the other part.
    the other part i don't care about.
    it's this little part that's a no.
    this part that i don't think is good.
    like i said.
    i don't know what this will lead to.
    but we need to talk about it.
    now.

    Current Music: Suite- Fast and Furious
    chara_la_writer
    5:46p
    I Don't Know Why - poem
    I slept in it because I was scared.
    Scared to die.
    Scared to never sleep again.
    Scared to be rushed to the E.R.
    I slept in it because it made me feel safe.
    Feel like nothing bad would happen.
    Feel relaxed.
    Feel like maybe you'd come back to me.
    I slept in it because it was like you were there.
    There, with me.
    There, telling me it'd be all right.
    There, loving me. Like you always said you would.
    I slept in it because
    I'm scared to tell you
    how I still feel about you,
    and that I always want you there.
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